It is so weird to be in a position to say that I am lucky to still enjoy life and its surprises. December 2 of 2005, 5:20 in the afternoon right at traffic hour I had a life changing experience. Yup you guessed it I got into a car accident and my car was a total wreck. Come to think of it I have been surprised myself since I did not know what happened to me and it took me a good minute to realize that I needed to get out of my car. Smoke was everywhere and the powder from the airbag has burned most portions of my face. For sure, the pictorials for a Christmas family picture will have to do without me. When I finally stepped out of my car I was in shock cause I just expected a big but not too big of a dent in the front. I went in front of my car and saw that it has smashed most of the front part then I realized that I am in deep shit. My body started to react when the realization of what happened soon sinked in. My knees went week and my face burned like hell. I had the closest Angelina Jolie look that I could have since my lips was swollen up like a big red apple. I had a gotti like figure on my chin from having scratches of the air bag. Happiness filled me when I knew that I was still okay limping but still able to walk. Then regret and pity from seeing that I would not have a car. The questions in my mind is like, how the hell will I go anywhere now or I guess my parking will forever be free. Then thankful that my face is not a complete loss and all limbs are still attached. Then back to self pity and then finally went out drinking with friends and now I am fine. Of course I did not drink since I am rolling on vicodine. I guess my most unforgettable year is 2005 where all possible emotions have been shown and acted by me. The new year better bring some good shit cause I for once is sick and tired to be the victim and wants to be the heroine.