I was watching sex in the city last night and the topic was “the zsa zsa zsu”, which is the feeling of butterflies in you stomach, knees weakening and not able to concentrate when that special someone is around. What ever they said on that episode was true that there are couples who stays together never feeling “the zsa zsa zsu” which means their relationship is mainly for companionship. I remember my first crush back in the days and I am so f*ckin stupid then but I think it has nothing to do about my innocence. I blame it all on that zsa zsa zsu kind of feeling where I would make so many embarrassing and humiliating experiences just because of one person. As time goes by and I grew older, hopefully more knowledgeable about stuff, I find myself missing having that zsa zsa zsu feeling. It is so hard to just fall in love like that when you are older or maybe this is only true for me. I think it is because we start placing conditions on things meaning we do not want to settle with anything less than what we expect. When we were kids and we liked somebody it is because we truly just like them and not because they have a nice car, clothes or can afford to take you out on a descent date. Now it seems like the zsa zsa zsu will never happen again which I hope is not true and I will be waiting for that guy that would make me feel ZSA ZSA ZSU!