Do you know why people remain fat? Before I gained all this weight I always thought why some people remained fat despite their depression. Well since I am in that situation now I could honestly say it is because of people who would not even give them a chance. Let us just say that I have been slap with reality and been pulled back into my depression when somebody made a comment about me. It was not the normal fat jokes which I could handle it was more of a comment about what I think and have proof that I lost such weight is not what other people think or see. For short if I told them that I fit size 10 they would be saying that I lied. Which surprise me after they have just shared words of appreciation then they turn their back and talk shit about me. I normally would ignore and move on but after I was so happy to realize that I lost a little more this morning and to be crushed just like that I was not prepared for a come back. Someone has said worst stuff to me but I guess I did not take it that bad because it was expected unlike what I just experience has left me appalled.