What am I doing?

Reminiscing the time when we always dreamt of either becoming a surgeon, a lawyer, a teacher or a celebrity it made me realize how silly and disappointing my life is. Now that I have come of age, I realized those dreams are either reachable or remains a dream forever. Expectations are meant to be met or forgotten cause they are just damn impossible to reach. Does it really disappoint us when we do not follow through with our goals? Well when you look back at those unfortunate souls that faith has decided to take a different and more difficult route in life, they can easily say or yelp a big YES! People of higher stature or has reached their own goals in life can argue of not putting 110 percent of your effort into reaching these dreams. Nothing against you guys but shut the hell up! Not everybody got the opportunity or a supportive family. Some have come to accept what is bestowed upon them rather than wishing what if. I am not downgrading the hope thing. I am just being realistic that if all the luck in the world was on my side then maybe there is a what if. But in reality that lucky rabbit foot is just really a key chain and that shooting star is just a fallen meteor.