Biggest fear

Everything is pretty quiet right now. I clicked on my TV and there is the news talking about 30,000 people getting laid off from Ford and 30,000 more from General Motors. The company I work for right now is about to merge with another company and frankly I am really shaking in my boots. What if and a big what if I get laid off? I have a condo that I still need to pay and where the hell will I get the money if that ever happens to me. I gues that is my fear to loose my job, my home and be broke. Just the thought of it is making me sick. I wonder if they are going to give compensation for working X number of years in a company. I know my family will be there for me but when you are so used to having everything and the next thing you know it you have nothing... bleeh blah(I am currently puking). A second plan is surely needed for events like this.

I have noticed one thing since my accident in regards to people driving, women are vicious drivers. Apparently I have changed lanes successfully but with my dismay, often times women wont give in and try to run me over just so I would not be able to change lane. I did not believe my friend when he told me that women should be more considerate on the road until I had noticed that 75 percent of the drivers that are lane hungry are women. Sad but I guess it is true in my case. I may have been guilty myself in refusing to give way for other drivers to change lane. I do not have any facts or studies that could prove me wrong for this is only my opinion and experience.

Vending Machines

The new year has certainly hit me, well actually most of the employees in my company. There are so many signs of changes that are being done around my cubicle. First of all was the new carpet in the lobby with a matching TV where there are showing the new company info that has bought us out. Next the most intriguing disappearance of the vending machines. Yup right after new year the vending machines started missing and a note was left on the wall with the silhouette of the vending machine stating that it is currently being replaced with healthy food. What the hell can you put on a vending machine that would be healthy. As far as I am concerned I guess they are just telling us bluntly that we have fat asses.

Horoscopes are very interesting. Though most people read it for fun some have made it a ritual to check and take in consideration what is in your horoscope. I for one read my horoscope for fun. Somedays it is really funny how it does match what I am going through. Yet if I start believing what it says then it would be hard for me to even go on with my life naturally. I believe that things are spontaneous and others planned. But to religiously read my horoscope and believe in it would be just too bizarre for me. There are times when we need a lift in a bad day and sometimes hoping the next day would be better, then we would buy a magazine and read what is instore for us in this month per our horoscope. But through family and friends I have noticed that many would read horoscope that would pertain with their careers and love life. I agree that it surely is fun to read that you would soon meet your soulmate and a promotion in your line of work. Still I believe we make our dreams come true and open our own doors of opportunity.